Things tats happening ard mi..

en en.. pretty long since i last blog.. lazy ma.. busy learning n being tied up by works.. Today hardly get to off, wake up early as todays is one of my classmates(jun feng) R.O.M day~ woo~ happy for him also.. Later got to help up his little princess to doll up n see wat else he needs us to do.. lolx.. their dinner is held in e evening.. so meanwhile, i stil some spare little time to online.. hehe.. time come n go quite fast.. still, i’m carrying on to work hard, extra hard to see where’s my limit reach.. i’ve learn more things, more experience in work.. nothing is going to pull mi down.. right..? lolx.. think too much work stress liao, tat’s y abit sot blood.. eh.. duno wat to write also le.. everyone, tk care bah..

hmm.. jus started my new job.. things goes well.. still half way learning, n much more to follow up.. excited in attending my upcoming lesson, courses 2 make mi feel more confidence.. 1st day work, hp spoiled.. wondering y is it so tat everytime i changed new job, the very 1st day, something will happen to my bhp jus like two years ago.. isn’t it wierd? still it’s lying in  my bag and yet taking it for repair as i’m simply too tired to do so.. everything in my head mind is work, work, n work.. maybe something new to mi so i’m still not yet get used to it.. everyday i shall pray n wish tat luck’s on my side~ hehe.. frens, classmates + ex-collegues, i shall find u all out one of these days when i settle down properly with my working stuffs k.. tk care everyone~

cheers~!

Ytd night. i’m so moody.. Stupid thing is whereby i dun even noe where e problem lies & wat’s going on.. i’m wondering y ppl mouth haf to be so mean, keep spreading ard rumours whereby he/she isn’t sure or clear of anything, causing unhappiness to others? will this kind of ppl haf retribution? i guess so & hope so.. and they shall noe wat’s e feeling will be being framed by someone else.. Btw, tat he/she should felt happy as he/she did successfully with e smelly mouth .. Congragulation..

Felt reali unhappy, duno wat i shld do.. explaining is oni an excuse whereby regardless of saying wateva shit, u dun believe and there’s nth i can do.. Tot much & it’s over.. wouldn’t nor shouldn’t i think more abt it as i find it pointless.. i dun have to admit things tat i din do.. 4 wat i here suffering, thinking much while others happily there..

dun wana be e fool again letting ppl to teach mi wat i shld do.. so i better open my eyes big & use more of my brain in e future.. so sianz.. everytime problem crops up is e time i’m feeling sick.. stupid sorethroat & cough.. irritating germs & pest stay away from mi.. shoo shoo~

Needs time to cool down..

I’m back~ coming to report 2 everyone~ haha.. jk nia.. Bk from a trip from taiwan.. Not reali get use to e place there but stil overall, it’s a nice one.. =) Did enjoyed & relax much from e trip.. Took alot of pics over there til 2nd or e 3rd day spoil my camera.. hais.. it was a saddies.. but bk 2 s’pore, already bring it to repair le.. E food there are lots n lots, but dun suit mi bah.. hehe.. but b4 e day of returning bk, sudden felt stress again as perhaps too relax over there, need to tink abt anything.. come bk got to face many ppl & things again.. & continue my work, & work again.. sianz..

a blog first b4 i go get my luggage and get out straight to airport.. simply feel so nervous.. long time no go for a long trip..abit wierd wierd de.. still, wish i will have a great one.. leaving my mind clear, away from so everythings tat keep happening ard mi at one go.. simply too tired of all these.. will anyone noe how reali my feelings are or wat am i thinking now? abit low now.. haiz haiz haiz.. dunno wat or how to phrase it.. hmm.. think i shall go off le.. tk care everyone.. will online again if possible when i reach there.. =)

Sitting at workplace office using laptop.. been quite long since i last blog.. anyone been wondering wat i’m busy at or doing or miss mi? haha.. jus joking la.. one week no off le.. simply so tired.. but all these will worth my trip.. haha.. stil got ard 5 more days to work b4 i can get a long break out of singapore.. reali lookforward to it.. been years since i last go oversea but not including going malaysia or genting.. hehe.. but this time will be a long trip.. been thinking, how it will be when i be there.. jus hope it will be a pleasent trip.. treat it a break for mi from e last 2 months of rest due to e stupid car accident.. completely different.. will be preparing my luggage and so on.. jus few more days away le yet i’m stil busy at work lazy to pack.. also have no idea wat to bring along too.. shall blog again if i got e time or after my return.. got to start work le~

* all ppl, i wun be bring along my hp, so there’s no way i’ll be able to contact ppl at that time.. so hereby apologise first if u guys sms / call mi w no respond.. might be bk ard aug~ next mth my birthday le~ so happy~ lolx..

tk care anyone.. =)

Last friday, i met up in a car accident.. dun wana say much abt it.. been lying on bed for days til today slightly better so came online.. got 7days mc from hospital.. and it’s reali bored mi out.. e incident reali freak mi out a moment.. i duno if or when i’ll get over it.. luckily i’m not badly hurt… not much ppl noes abt it as it jus happen jus like tat.. but it reali let mi realise & find out who or which my frens reali care abt mi.. i’m not saying out this to let my frens to therefore come care abt mi or wateva, jus tat i reali need to say it out to make mi more relieve.. and for those who are keep looking for mi n no respond from mi if you happen to read this, i’m sorry as i’m reali not in e mood to talk abt it when u all ask abt it & i got nothing much to talk abt it too.. but here jus to let every of u all noe tat i’m fine.. so dun worry k~

And thanks for e ppl who eventually noe abt my incident n bought mi cute stuffs to coax mi during my these few days.. i appreciate it much.. hope i’ll be better and faster get bk to work as usual.. =)

Cheers for mi !!!!

I’m back.. Back from a trip which i reali did enjoy.. Though not e 1st time there, but this time i encounter alot.. & try alot of daring games which i used to afraid of.. Am i becoming more brave of jus tat i want face? haha.. no idea either~ I had a great time there.. everyday eat ard 5 meals per day but when i came bk, no weight gain wor.. haha..super pro.. even though tis is my 2nd time going there but it’s something new to mi.. will upload e pics soon.. At first it’s kinda sad to mi as e memories are still there, i wun forget but neither will i try to think back.. i already trying to let it past & head forward.. so how will be my next trip? taiwan? =)

Back to work. recently learning something new to mi at work, i’m stil trying to improve myself.. & these few months quite having fun & relax de bah.. going club @ DBLO~ but think got to stop for some time again le bah, cos abit sianz liao.. lolz.. weeks like tat reali tired lor.. somemore now got to think wat course i got to take le.. not enuff time for mi to play n play le.. will i b able to concentrate on my studies now w a peaceful mind? hope so bah.. wouldn’t think so much le..

today off wor.. wake up so early nothing to do.. raining heavily somemore… but later gona go out w jia yi, yu li to go do our manicure & pedicure.. Uh wOo.. reali not how 2 pamper myself hor.. wahahaha..

Days pass fast.. nw already feb le.. eventually spent my val`day this yr at work.. but infact i do wish 2 noe who is e one who sent roses delivery 2 my hse days ago.. e someone didn’t write dwn his name & still a ??? but if e someone reaLI dun wan mi 2 noe who u r, still i mus say it’s reali a nice one.. i like it much.. thank you.. though this yr stil didn’t manage 2 haf or celebrate val’day, but i wishing for next yr will haf a nice one.. shall wait for e day to arrive..

today is chinese nw yr day eve, jus had my reunion dinner w family.. yum yum.. duno where got fireworks hor? tonite @ home sure got alot of tv show 2 watch de.. tmr will b a panda le.. shall stop here, n go polish my nails make it nice nice so tat tmr will pretty pretty mah.. heh.. gd luck to everyone ya~

best wishes~!

E 1st blog for tis yr ne~ Though beginning of e yr i stil get sick, but wun put it in e way of saying bad luck bah.. For e past yr, reali enjoyed alot w outings & ….. Had try alot of Good Dishes, been alot of nice place/hang out.. A sad thing was i missed e firework~ Did try to rush 2 see after work but wrong destination bah, did glance abit from far but tat wasn’t i wan.. w disappointment but there stil will be alot of chance far bebind for e following years de~ hehe.. self-console myself.. =X Had a bunch of outgoing collegues whom they always plan & come out w ideas for gathering to play & enjoy + relax after our hard work.. haha.. been 2 fishing for prawns 2gether wor.. i’m glad tat i’m able 2 catch one & it’s e biggest prawn among them.. Lucky mi~ It’s reali a enjoyable one.. Nice atmosphere.. Will go again once more & two ++++.. hur hur hur.. Got one day, went 2 spend $50plus to play game & grab a big packet of sweets & a BEAR~ e next day brought e sweets to my collegues.. hehe..

Christmas present~ oh.. got alot of presents.. so Happy.. w surprises.. most like it will b e digital cam tat i long wanted.. & a star shaped diamond necklace.. not forgetting those cutie pooh poohs.. & more exchanging presents.. had a great time but luckily did get much spray-on on mi during christmas nite.. went 2 HK cafe @ Cine cos hungry after wrk & my sis came to look for mi.. Got myself a free christmas hat jus as i told 1 of e waiter tat i like his, n he gave it to mi.. oh my.. so friendly of him.. thanks ya..

New beginning of e yr, hope everything goes smoothly for mi.. slighly confuse.. but guess it will be over soon… as for now.. i gonna go bathe den go out 2 mit my collegues le~ another trip 2 JB~ hurray~

All e best..

kozue..